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Confession

EpisodeEp. 45

Confession, chapter forty-five of Berserk's Golden Age Arc, brings Casca's buried feelings into the open. She attacks Guts, blames him for Griffith's ruin, and nearly throws herself off a cliff before he saves her. Their raw exchange ends in a first kiss beneath the waterfall.

Publication Date: 1994-10-14

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Secluded together, Casca warns Guts to brace himself and lashes out, though he keeps his greatsword sheathed and parries only with its exposed edges, baffled by the assault. The ferocity of her strikes convinces him she truly intends to kill. After absorbing her reckless blows, he hooks her leg and sends her sprawling, then demands to know why. Casca holds him responsible for Griffith's downfall and the band's collapse, insisting his abandonment of Griffith caused all of it.

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Guts denies it, arguing Griffith would never be shaken merely by his leaving, but Casca counters that Guts made the once self-hardened Griffith weak and unable to carry on without him. The claim staggers Guts, who remembers Griffith's defeated posture after their clash outside Wyndham. Amid the exchange her blade slips through his armor plates and cuts him shallowly; he seizes the naked steel, draws it from the wound, and says he merely did what Griffith himself would do, chasing a dream. He grips the edge until his own hand bleeds, forcing her to wrench the sword free.

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Casca confesses that her vow to serve as Griffith's sword was a bluff, abandoned the day she accepted he was no god and she was a woman who longed to matter to him. Aware he would wed Charlotte to reach his ambition faster, she had tried instead to make herself indispensable, only to realize when Guts left that no place beside Griffith remained for her. Spent and hopeless, she tips backward off the cliff toward the falls, but Guts catches her hand and hauls her up, his injured palm bleeding, then flings her to safety and forbids her ever to near a ledge again. Weeping that he always wounds himself over her, Casca presses her head to his chest; he holds her, and beneath the waterfall their embrace turns into a kiss.

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Frequently Asked Questions

Why does Casca attack Guts in Episode 45?

In Episode 45, "Confession," Casca attacks Guts because she blames him for Griffith's downfall and the band's collapse. She insists that his abandonment of Griffith caused everything that followed.

What does Casca confess to Guts in Episode 45?

Casca confesses that her vow to serve as Griffith's sword was a bluff, abandoned once she accepted he was not a god and she was a woman who longed to matter to him. She admits she tried to make herself indispensable to Griffith but found no place left beside him after Guts departed.

What happens when Casca nearly falls in Episode 45?

Overwhelmed and hopeless, Casca tips backward off a cliff toward the falls below. Guts catches her hand and hauls her to safety, cutting his own palm on her blade in the process.

How does Episode 45 end?

Episode 45 ends with Casca weeping against Guts' chest after he saves her from the cliff. He holds her, and beneath the waterfall their embrace turns into their first kiss.

What arc and issue is Episode 45, "Confession," from?

Episode 45 is part of the Golden Age Arc and appeared in Young Animal issue 20 on October 14, 1994, across twenty-two pages.

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